I can’t tell if your laughing or crying, between each smilie theres a tear in your eye.
:)

:)

2 Friends gone

2 People taht I actually care quite alot about hate my fucking guts right now. over different time periods and for different reasons.

You can tell when its means just that bit more to you becuase You want to hate them for hating you, but you just fucking can’t.

Gap year God Speed.

Start with a cage containing five monkeys.

Inside the cage, hang a banana on a string and place a set of stairs under it. Before long, a monkey will go to the stairs and start to climb towards the banana. As soon as he touches the stairs, spray all of the other monkeys with cold water.

After a while, another monkey makes an attempt with the same result - all the other monkeys are sprayed with cold water. Pretty soon, when another monkey tries to climb the stairs, the other monkeys will try to prevent it.

Now, put away the cold water. Remove one monkey from the cage and replace it with a new one. The new monkey sees the banana and wants to climb the stairs. To his surprise and horror, all of the other monkeys attack him.

After another attempt and attack, he knows that if he tries to climb the stairs, he will be assaulted.

Next, remove another of the original five monkeys and replace it with a new one. The newcomer goes to the stairs and is attacked. The previous newcomer takes part in the punishment with enthusiasm! Likewise, replace a third original monkey with a new one, then a fourth, then the fifth. Every time the newest monkey takes to the stairs, he is attacked.

Most of the monkeys that are beating him have no idea why they were not permitted to climb the stairs or why they are participating in the beating of the newest monkey.

After replacing all the original monkeys, none of the remaining monkeys have ever been sprayed with cold water. Nevertheless, no monkey ever again approaches the stairs to try for the banana. Why not? Because as far as they know that’s the way it’s always been done round here.

Exams

Im so so so so fucked, Its unreal.

Summer

Summer is approching will work hard for my exams and enjoy what will hopefully be the best summer of our lives. 

Lets end on a fucking bang.

Piano

If theres one thign i missed over half term it was 2 hour long sessions in teh piano rooms with jack or alone. 

I miss playing the piano badly and over the next few weeks, im going to try relight and learn somethign new and awesome.

good times.

Holidays

These have been very good for the most part, thanks everyone keep up the good work.

coconut cake is deadly

Reading

I will hate Blink 182 till the end of the  Earth

That is all